Sometimes I miss being in a relationship. Lately all of my closest friends have began serious relationships. What have I began? nothing. A part of me has begun with the jealousy and anger. Why have I been single for 3 years?! Oooh that’s right, I fell in love with the wrong person. The person who I was never in a committed relationship for the past 3 years. Yet, we are still friends. What kind of psycho mind trip did I place on myself?

I’m in my mid-20’s and I would love to settle down. Realistically it’s not going to happen. I am no where near where I need to be in life to have a stable relationship. I am also an avid believer in all men being cheaters. It’s known that men have sexual desires or emotional desires tha can’t be completely fulfilled by their significant other. Some women are the same, and I should rephrase that; Most men and women are cheaters. lol

I just wish I could have that one guy come in, swoop me off my feet, and love me. Just fucking love me. I will love you just as equally. My happiness doesn’t revolve around relationships, but I would probably be happier in a relationship. The feeling of being wanted, desired, craved for is wonderful. I just hope all these women and men I know get married. Shit I want to put on a party dress and dance with eligible bachelors. lol

Mary Joseph Jr.